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Wanting to love you,
but its an impossible task.
afraid to hurt you,
afraid to want you.
You say its fine,
but i know its not.
how can i tell you,
when i can hardly tell myself.
wanting to love you,
but i cant even love myself.
to much pain,
Pysical and mental.
trying to get you to understand,
that you have to make damn sure that im what you want.
but i cant make sure your what i want.
once i allow myself to love you,
i wont be able to let go.
so let me go,
because i am hurting myself more than you can imagine.
and truthfuly its all over you.
let me go,
and your pain shall stop.
i wont be able to hurt you anymore,
when im a ghoast.