Screaming into her reflection but no one can hear her
It always seems as if she cries herself to sleep at night
Wishing, hoping, falling; dreaming as she clutched her pillow tight
Never wanting to let go because she's afraid of it all
Afraid of the terror and afraid of the fall
When she tosses and turns and makes a fist
She's feeling the pain when she watches herself slah her wrists
She wakes up then, blood pouring from her hands
Why can't she erase this? She'll never understand
She's panicking now; she just wants to scream
Reality is sobering and this wasn't just a dream
This was real but she doesn't want to believe
She stares at the bleeding reflection and it's getting harder to breathe
I'm panicking now and I just want to scream
Reality is sobering and this wasn't just a dream


