Setting in on me from within myself
Falling through the cracks
Decisions scalding my very soul
Deepening with each new responsibility
Creeping up on me and gripping my senses
Pulling me under the overwhelming surface
Tried to give up and forget it all but facing it is all I can do
Screaming out to the cold and icy world just to remind you all that
I’m not finished yet
Many different voices telling me what to do
Until I’ve forgotten how to think for myself.
Wanting to give in and leave this all behind but I move on until that knot, that sickening sharp pain in the back of my gut pulls and ebbs at me draining my cruel warped world into a variation of disgusted stress.
