Trust is a fools game.

I've lost all sight of truth, Lord,
And I don't know where to go.
I have wished and wished for sunshine,
Just to watch it snow.
I have eaten propaganda,
And been burnt for it too,
I have trusted my reflection,
But it faded as I grew.
Milord, Milord, I don't know what to do,
Milord, Milord, can I still trust you?
Milord, Milord, tell me so I know
Can I ever trust again, anywhere I go?
I placed all my coins on freedom,
My steel is now no more.
I shrugged and trudged back anxiously,
I placed my bet on war.
I was stabbed between the eyes,
And now i do procclaim,
Everything and anything, it all just seems the same.
Milord, Milord, I leave this up to you,
Milord, Milord, please tell me what to do.
Milord, Milord, I beg you, hear me out.
Just tell me where to go, I'll take a different route.
I thought for once I found a friend,
But they left me the next day.
I played my cards so brilliantly,
Still my dreams are washed away.
I trusted those that all should trust,
And found that they're not real.
I finally gave up everything,
No longer shall I feel.
Milord, Milord, I'm giving up today.
Milord, Milord,please forgive me in some way?
Milord, Milord, I beg you just one thing.
Spare every other soul this unrelenting sting