the fear from the pain
that is coming soon
the emptiness is killing
the cold and pain in me
is crying for you
please don't go
i wanna be happy
i wanna be bormal
be who i once was
before i knew...
knew lifes cruelty...
lifes cruelty always followed me
i never payed attention
i pretended it wasn't
i didn'y want to change
but once i knew opened my eyes
and looked in the world
the cruelty and pain
everything was clear
i knew the truth
i know end will come
i knew end has to come
but ti'll the end is very much pain
the pain is big...
and it won't leave
the time will never come back
the life will never be the same
i want to escape
to leave the pain
and go away
let it all go
let it all end
so i can go
and never come back...
the memoryes are pain
the happines is lie
the pain is there
and my life's end here
the cold in my heart
the ice in my chest
the emptiness within me
i feel never embraced
the warm everybody talks
for me it doesn't exist
the good times were lies
the bad times were hide
i hided in the shadows
but now i'm the shadow
an endless wonder is in me
how is the warm?
the warm what love gives it to you?
the love what friends always gave you?
the love of somebody special?
i'll never know....
on the flames of hell
i walk in pain
and no one seemes to care
i heared hope dies last...
if hope is already dead in me...
am i alive at all?
i'm already dead?
the lifeless body in the cruelty of hell
no one ever cared
i won't forget you...
the lies you told...
will be forgiven?
in the end i will fall
i can't take it anymore
i want to end it here and now
i'm already fallen
and the shelter of body
has to be broken on the outside
bad as it's broken in the inside
with my dark blood
i'll write on the walls:
i don't miss you
i miss the person
i thought you were
