Disappointed?

He said he loved me
I thought I loved him back
I guess I was wrong
That's why I ended that.
Now we're in high school
Not together everyday
I think that I miss him
I'm too afraid to call
In fear that he hates me.
I saw him tonight
At a football game
He was sitting next to my best friend
He didn't ignore me
But I thought he missed me!
Would it be bad to say
I'd be disappointed if he didn't?
She just told me
My best friend told me
He asked her to home coming
Of course she said yes
She's crushed on him for years
He used to be mine
But I let that go
Maybe I'm just disappointed
Because I don't have a date
Maybe I don't really miss him
Just the though of having someone
Hold me.
I listen to her worries
About him and this other chick
I resound again and again
They're just friends.
I know, I say
I went through the same thing.
It's different, she insists
All I can do is shake my head slowly.
I'll listen to her
Be there for her forever
I just don't want her to be sad
About this other chick
But that's what I saw tonight.
Happy and then sad
Flashed before my eyes.
I was almost terrified.
They'd be so cute together
But as good as me and him?
I think I should get over my disappointment
Call him a friend
And move on
To another
For home coming
If that ever happens.