Too Late To Give Up

Just tell me what you want,
why everything is falling apart,
torn into so many directions,
tearing myself apart,
trying to make everyone happy,
but me,
going to bed and then waking up,
getting yelled at for the same things,
when all I'm trying to do is get by.
Trying not to fall apart,
You all just say I'm just fine,
Never stressed and always great,
handeling everything fine,
never seeing how much I cry at night,
afraid to go to bed,
wake up and do it all over again,
knowing it's not enough,
not enough to make you happy,
not enough to keep my job,
going numb to everything,
wishing it'd all just end.
Just trying to get by,
happiness a daydream,
hyped up on caffine,
lock myself in my room,
turn my stereo up on high,
try to focus on that test,
I'm going to have soon.
Just trying to get by,
You don't even see me cry.