Just another face in the crowd.... (i'm sorry if i thought you loved me)

i'm spinning around,
i want to hold on,
to scream out you name,
but i can't make a sound,

i see the pale moonlight,
that shines on your face,
it shows me the devil,
and i know that you're right,

i'm lower then dirt,
i was a mistake at birth,
i'm worthless and nothing,
and inside it hurts,

to know that i'm here,
bringing you down,
if you don't really want me,
i'll gladly disapear,

now i'm loosing my light,
as the darkness creeps slowly,
consuming my hope,
as it fills me with fright,

i hope that you know,
that all i wanted was love,
but it was all a mask,
and if you want i can go,

i'm tired of looking for love i never knew,
i'm tired of seeing the devil in your eyes,
i'm tired of all the pretending i do,
i'm tired of believing you

i know you never wanted me,
and you know i loved you,
did that thought repulse you,
do you vomit when you see me,

just tell me if you want me to stay,
if you don't i understand,
i'm just a problem on your hands,
i'll justbe in your way,

if you want me to go i'll do it tonight,
just tell my friends i love them,
And that hopefully when i'm dead,
I'll finally find the light