No One

Left alone with nothing to spare,
Except a pain that I can not bare.
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A hurt in my heart that no one else feels.
A wounded soul that no one can heal.
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I have to handle this on my own,
I'm by myself, all alone.
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No one understands me or the pain I'm in,
No one understands my sins.
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No one understands why I cry myself to sleep,
Or why I make promises I can't keep.
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No one understands why I talk to myself,
Or keep a knife on my shelf.
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No one understands why there are scars on my arm,
Or why I cause myself so much harm.
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No one understands why I lie,
No one understands why I want to die.
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No one understands why I'm filled with strife,
Or why I took my own life...
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No one understands.......