Him and Her (it hurts me so)

He holdsit tight he holds it loose
i alwasy wonder if its in use
ilook athim, he passes by
his eyes so hurt, i want to cry
He follow her, i start to smile
i start to feel i'm in denial
He whispers in her ear, i turn my back
my heart hurts. its turning black
what am i doing, i'm so scared
she's my friend i'm not prepared
he's with her and i'm alone
every night i watch the phone
She complains yet let him be
being so close in front of me
i turn away my heart so cold
i start to put a wall to fold
Him and her it hurts me so
my heart is aching i wish they'd know
i'm confused and i feel regret
tears fall i want to forget..
It hurts me so