As everything goes blurry
As a tear slides down my cheek
You said you were in a hurry
I ignored it and stayed meek
I thought it was just a phase
You said it was just one drink
But now you always look dazed
And throw up in the bathroom sink
I shut my door quietly
And slide down the back into a pit of despair
I hear you walk back to your room slowly
And wonder did you ever even care?
I walk into my closet
Grab the box they are in
Put them to my wrist
Then slide then further and further in
Everything goes black
I write down I'm sorry
And fall with a smack
Sorry I wasted your time
You won't have to deal with me
Never again
