I look back and remember what seemed to me
as pleasant thoughts.
You guys hanging together connecting the dots.
I remember those days when you guys
gleamed.
All (four) of you looked so happy together
or so it seemed.
But as I recall those thoughts
I start to cry.
Because now the friendship you guys
once had started to die.
I dont know what happened that made you
loathe each other.
But even though im outside the circle
I am someone who also gets the bother.
Because I liked seeing you guys have fun,
hanging around.
You guys laughing together makes
an awesome sound.
I know its not my business and I have no permission to
pry.
So here I am, just remembering those days, knowing they're so far away
and so like I said, I let the sadness engulf me
as I sit back hopelessly, and start to
cry.
