falling to your knees
you scream "why god? why?
why am i here?
why can't i die?"
head in hands, sobbing
crippling pain filling your chest
you feel like your not good enough
even though you try your best
you wanna end it
end it all
but there are always those people
who catch you before you fall
sometimes you love them
other times you resent it
you love them because they help you
you resent them for not letting you quit
you get better for awhile
then fall back in
stay strong just long enough
then give in to your feelings within
this time no one's here
to save you or know you're in pain
you kindof crave help
but it all stays the same
darkness surrounds you
as you crawl on your bed
music playing in the backround
but no words are said
you want to give up
though not to give in
you choose to live
because suicide is sin
the song starts to sing
give you something to grasp upon
words filled with hope telling you to
"hold on"
