i cant take it
i want to let go
i need to break free
but i just cant go
im trying but the pain is to much
as i pick up this knife and make a deep cut
both of my wrists now bleed and hurt
but soon the pain will be no more
i can takeit for now
like i always have
& as i slowly drift away and lean back my head
im thinking over everything and everybody that have hurt me
but theres to much
now as i sit here getting dizzier and dizzier
i realize there was one
someone
someone that actully loved me
that one person in my lifei want to let go
i need to break free
but i just cant go
im trying but the pain is to much
as i pick up this knife and make a deep cut
both of my wrists now bleed and hurt
but soon the pain will be no more
i can takeit for now
like i always have
& as i slowly drift away and lean back my head
im thinking over everything and everybody that have hurt me
but theres to much
now as i sit here getting dizzier and dizzier
i realize there was one
someone
someone that actully loved me
the only one that ever did
so i try to get up and reach for the phone
i dial 911
i stutter and start to fall while i tell them what ive done
the last thing i remembered was saying call him
once i was awake with my head resting on a hospital pillow and ivs in my arms
i hear a faint noise
it was him
he was here
he was here for me
he was sitting in a chair across from mybed
he was crying and leaning down his head
i whisper his name and he comes over to my side
i kiss him lightly as he says "im sorry i lied"
i can tell he really means it
i whisper "i love you"
and he says "and i always have"
