IMPERFECTION

Looking in the mirror
Feeling total disgust
Hating my own body
And wanting to do anything
To fit into society
And be skinny
And have big boobs
And be happy
When I look at myself and see
IMPERFECTION
All across me
My thighs are bigger then society says they need to be
My hair is the wrong color
MY stomach isn’t right
And I feel like im drowning in
IMPERFECTION
I want to be perfect
But I never am
I try everything
And it swallows me
Consumes me
Just to fit in
So I stand in front of the mirror
And start to cry again
And then I clean my face
And boldly walk out the bathroom door
So I can try to face the world
And be consumed in
IMPERFECTION
Some more