my last words.....

I tired my best
but now i feel less
less of me
bc i lost a friend
no one was their 4 me to talk it out
so i did what i thought was right
but it wasnt it was twice as wrong
1 bc now i pay the price going to florida
and 2 i think i lost a friend
i broke i promise
i was doing so good
but now i broke it
turn back the hands of time u know i would
to erase this memory of pain
God knows for sure
Now i feel alone
but i will press on again
this might be last of the beggining of my new start
but right now sorrow is my friend
pain..is it the anwser?
do i classifty my self as some one really crazy?
What is left now
will these be my last words........................