i sigh in the waking moment of my so called life
Sitting and waiting for excitement to reach my moment less heart
Nothing appeared besides discourage and depression.
I sigh in the wakin moment of my so called life for an oppertunity to reach my thought bubble above my worried head. waiting and watching to see if people in this world would ever change for good !
I sit in this earth to show people that i am capable of success.
As i sit up in my room looking out side my window i hear the whistling wind smackthe tree's with incredable force leavin the tree's with no time to cry. people watch life flash before there eyes as there last second alive.
People are starting to see our earth coming to an end as we not know it.
Depression starts to take over are cold blooded bodies
as we ignore the fact that its winning the body battle. We try to fight the depression as are colorful insides turn black and white dranning the hope and confidence out of us slowly.... Now sence the depression has takin over you ; you sit in you window watching the next victums live there life in happeness. now knowing that depression will finish its invasion of are population.
Sooner or later you see you're self putting a loaded gun in your mouth while tears and sorry ness drip down you faded face, as you close your eyes and slowly pull the trigger . Next thing you see is what you thought was a myth. you saw the "white light" in your mind comes back all the memories as a kid all the good times before you die you try and fight the power of your heart stopping you try and try and try. then the next minute your in a different place. Your walking down stairs with fire below its hell your on the stair way to hell:(
You look down and see your self hand cuffed you thinking what's going on. As you walk down to your new life in hell. the beast of your emotions crawl's out of you leaving you in your lonley presents forever.
Then you suddenly realize that you dont have another chance to live you dont have another chance to show people your capable of living life in success YOU FAILD EVERYBODY.
NOW AS YOU WORK FOR SAINTAN YOU CRY AND WISH YOU COULD HAVE CHANGE YOUR SO CALLED "LIFE"
