but everytime i begin, i choke,
i want to yell stop to all those hateful words,
but instead i just let it boil up,
and i hate you for the words you make me cry,
how you make it impossible to speak,
or keep dry eyes,
i want to shout shut up,
to stop you from making me feel so worthless,
i want to speak up,
even if it just comes out as a whisper,
but i can't,
i Choke.


