It's so like you to turn away
And leave me cold, and on my own.
It's just like something you would say
That I'm the one who leaves you all alone?
You're so full of shit
And I am sick of it
Wish I'd punched the god damned love bug
Before it bit.
I hate my angry eyes
The deepening frowning lines
The wish dark down that you
would just go fucking die!
More than anything
I want to be with you
But right now
I just want it through.
I wish I'd never seen
Your stupid puppy eyes.
I wish you'd never had the power
To make me cry.
And despite it all
You are everything
You are all I want
You, and your ring.
I'm the mistress of the moon
You're the light, my only sun
My world revolves around you
But I only want to run.
If you wanted me, I'm in your reach
My walls are waiting to be breach'd
You know it's only you I seek
But waiting here had made me weak.
I ache for strength, and happiness
But all I get is all this mess.
And never once do you dare say
That you still love me, every day.
And when we meet, I see your eyes
Know our love knows only lies.
Deception and delights are gone
But despair, as always, rules on.
I miss you in the air I breathe
The things I grasp
The boys I tease.
I wish you in my life always
To see you in my ever-days.
You used to say it's up to me
But never would you let me be.
Haunted by this ghost of you
My teardrops set in fresh spring dew.
I ache inside to be your bride
Your choice is made.
My life will fade.
You are all I need
Can't stand your greed.
Have us both and we all lose
Choose between us? You don't choose.
No matter who tells you the way
You have to turn it to your play.
And every night I lie awake
Missing you, I sob and shake
And ever in my bed, I quake
Until you learn how not to fake.
