Used

When I look up and I see your face
The blue sky turns to grey,
The memories of you and I slowly fade away.
Whatever happened to "I love you?"
Was that just a lie to?
Was it just another way to get me to let you in?
Was the plan to sit back and watch me live through hell again?
Do you find it fun to watch me cry?
You make me want to die.
You'll be having fun with her...
And I'll be asking myself why.
I risked and lost everything for you.
Was this what you wanted to put me through?
Did you want me to let my veins bleed dry?
Why did I believe your lies?
In the end, you got what you wanted from me.
I opened up to you,
Told you everything,
Only listened to what my heart said,
Never thought I'd be alone again,
Believed you when you told me you cared,
What happened to "I'll be there?"
I gave you my sky before I'd found my ground,
And now, it's all come crashing down.
You tried to help me get through it all,
Just so you could watch me fall.
I gave you my heart along with the key,
Now I see that you were using me.
You said that you'd be there for me, together or apart.
Hey Chase, here's your knife back.
Why don't you shove it through my heart?
I've always been the kind of person who holds on to the past,
The kind who's afraid of showing too much, too fast,
The kind who's afraid to let go, to move on,
I think I still want you here...
I know that your gone.
So I took that knife, sliced open my left arm.
Never again will you cause me harm.
Guess what Chase?
It's over.
I'm ending it here.
Never again will I cry you a tear.
Someday, someone will break your heart too.
And I hope I'll be there to laugh at you.
I'll watch you suffer, just like I did.
I wont let you hurt me, ever again.
You'll try to move on, and I will too.
This is how it feels to be used.