you & me in misery

i walk the streets alone
i walk by myself
i allways have
dont feel bad
im used to it
im alone, its how it works
i might not be the only one
but im the only one around here
you will pass by me
and just stare for a momment
and go back to what you were doing
like i was never there
that i turned into thin air
pain and anger
is better then misery
trust me
but i would rather feel pain
then nothing at all
i know that your hurt
you know im here for you
i know you will thank me later
its alright
ive just been friends
with pain to long
im sorry that i cant go back
i dont want you to go down
the path i have
your the only one who understood
if even for a momment
dont cry
it will be alright
you will find someone
better then me
you diserve it
im filed with hurt
when happnies does not work
you will understand
when the lights go on
people just laugh
at these letters i wright to
you
they laugh at
you
for likeing
me
your
the happy one
im
the sad one
your
sad for me
im
happy for you
we
feel for each
other
but
you
dont really want
me..............
but thank
you...........