That night,
I remember it clearly.
This is something that haunts my nightmares.
That feeling,
Not love,
Just forever.
Never knew it was a feeling.
Forever,
This is the one word that comes to mind.
The one thing to describe that promise.
The hardest thing,
Pretending I’m strong when you walked away.
Forever,
Haunting my dreams.
Forever,
In the shadows, crying about life.
Forever,
In doubt.
I have to walk away,
Knowing this is forever.
Feeling like hell.
When I see her,
Despite your remarks,
I smile.
She is everything I’m not.
Congratulations
Everything I ever hoped for.
Wish I could say you deserved it.
Forever,
Bitter.
Forever,
With this haunting glare.
Forever grateful,
For you
For my life.
Forever.
