I've tried. So hard.
To be good, to be nice, to be normal.
But nothing's being gained
And your heart's still as dead.
I can't keep up this charade.
Can't you see the tears streaming
From behind my mask?
Can't you smell the blood I'm spilling
Wrapped inside this costume?
Can't you feel me going cold
From my inside to my out?
Can't you hear the voice inside
Screaming in its agony?
I still love you. I always will.
Nothing could ever change that.
But you know as well as I that
This is hurting me.
And you still won't care, won't love, won't smile
When I need it most.
I can't keep going, I can't take it.
You wanted me out of your life for good.
Why not just say it?
