i close my eyes

i close my eyes all i see is ur smile! That smile that once filled me with so much joy!! I close my eyes and see those eyes staring into mine!! Those eyes that made me feel like time would just stand still!!! U where my everythin my life!! When u left i felt like my life was ova!! I felt empty!! I gave so much 2 b by ur side i push ppl away and look where i stand now!! Alone no where left 2 turn!!! Broke down left 2 die alone!! In this empty place i call my heart!!! Askin myself y???? Y did i let u take me so far??? Y was i so blind??? U took me on a ride a Ride that felt so gd 1 that i neva wanted 2 end!!!Now as its ova i look next 2 me and ur gone like if u where neva really there!! U left me all alone on this ride!!I can't believe that i let chu do this 2 me!!! I can't believe i let chu put me on this ride of emotions!!! Now that ur gone i question everythin that once made me smile i question my own self!! I wonder wats wrong wit me!! But i see that theres nothin wrong wit me i'm just fine!!! U where the 1 that was broken on da inside!!! So u kno wat now that i'm at da end of this ride and i look ova and ur gone i'm glad!! I'm glad cuz now i can finally step foot of this ride!! I can finally stand tall and move on wit my life i can find a new ride a ride that i am in control of a ride that i built wit my own 2 hands!!!