Story Of My Life

I'm in high school and feeling really down,
My parents seem to not know how I feel in the inside.
My freinds seem not to know that I am down,
and the girl that I like does not know wut I feel in the inside.
This girl seems to me that she is really cool,
and that one girl is why i'm really down.
She doesn't know I like her cause I think I am a fool,
I really don't know why I even feel down.
I should be happy and pursuing it,
but the fact that she likes someone elsedestroys me.
I don't know if I should go for it,
or if I should just forget about her and me.
Why must I feel lame?
Why must I feel pain?
Why must I feel tamed?
Why must i feel faint?
One time i dreamt we were together,
One time I dreamt she was my wife.
But this nightmare seems to be going on forever,
but until it's over this is the story of my life.