My Final Journey

Night turns into day
And my depresssion fades away
I run through the streets
Feeling the heat on my feet
And I sprawl myself into the grass
Feeling calm and carefree at last
Until the darkness comes again
i fear that my life must end
I grab a rope
A knife
A gun
For tonight I'm am going to take my life
My skin stings
Where memories lay beneath my sleeves
My heart pounds
Where my past weaves
I srike the knife right through my skin
I feel the noose tighten as I fall
I pull the trigger at my head
My final journey is my all