F*** You, You Selfish...

I guess its true when push comes to shove

Especially in the case of your heart to mine

This is not just an excuse for meto whine

You have caused too many tears to fall from my eyes

From all of your many lies

You fill my open and loving heart with hope

And the truth behind your lies is something with which I cannot cope

You fucking think that I am a naive little bitch

Who your emotions for can be turned on and off with a switch

I wish it was that easy for me

To be as unloving as you can be

I wish it didnt take so long for me to see what an ass you are

My friends were right about what an ass you are so far

You are just a waste of my time

You loved me along with a simple turn of a dime

This love I feel for you is tearing me apart

You have turned my love in to a stone cold heart

Thanks to you I can never love another

In any more ways than I could a brother

You have turned people in to my enemy

From the love they could have felt from me

I am a stone cold ice bitch all because of you

This is a statement that is obviously true

It is all because of your fucking lies

I wish to them I had been wise

I hope you fucking rot in hell for the things you have said and done

I wish I was there to help you find the gun

That would surely speed things along

Because my feelings for you are now gone

You can fucking kiss my Italian ass for the lies you have told

And for all of these lies that you have led me to hold

They were in my heart as the truth

And I thought they were not a spoof

You are a goddamn bastard for making me feel this way

To you my heart had never been lead astray

Yes, I did bed others in your wake

And at the time I thought them to be a mistake

Now I am glad that I fucked all those guys

It helps to ease my heart of all of your many lies

There is one last thought I wish for you to know

Before I leave for another man to show

All of the love I have left to give

Who wont tell me all of the lies that you live

I hope you sleep well at night knowing you lost your one and only

Who you lead to believe would never be lonely

Because apparently I would have never been unhappy

And to whom you seemed loving and sappy

I am over all the shit you put me through

I thought our souls would be forever stuck together like glue

This tequila has burned through me like a fire

This has taken the place of the love from you which I once desired

So you can go fuck yourself for all I care

Because I have no love for you to share

© Amber Robinson July 1, 2006