Tears fall down
From my eyes,
Streaming down my cheeks.
Sobbing, sobbing,
Always, sobbing,
For you break my heart
Again and again and again.
My hear starts throbbing,
Bringing more pain.
My hand quivers,
As I reach for a rope.
I think of all the things
You put me through.
Will I stop myself again? Nope.
My whole body is shaking now,
As I tie the rope to a metal bar.
I cry more as I drop a note
--Wet with tears and written in blood,
From my wrists--
Next to me.
I tie the rope around my neck,
Balancing on a platform.
The next few moments are a blur,
As I jump, being choked by the rope.
Then black. A coffin. The ground,
A cemetery. A head stone.
Hell.
