Surrender one life among the dead
The light of your core existence
The innocent child
Only then will your darkness submit your soul
The inner demon
Corrupted angel
Tomingle amid the dead as verve everlasting
Birth by one's sleep, born eternal
"I am born to be that which is not meant to live
To hide in the shadows of darkness unveiled
I recount what to you has lied nameless
I seek what you dare not lay eye to
I touch that which sears to the flesh
I speak of which your ears do deafen
I sip onto which your taste buds reject
To you it’s wine
To me it’s blood
The forgotten may one day be chosen
The outcasts may one day be sought
The captured may one day be free
The sinner…to heaven he’s brought
But one.
I am what you seek to destroy
To your fright you’re an innocent toy
A muse on which Lucifer may choose
In hopes that you never may loose
But God is watching
To guide you back
Give onto all
What you may lack
But one.
My eyes do take what has no form
My ears do prick what has no voice
I can’t escape…
I have no choice
The lives God takes are false
The souls his holy hand does touch
They never seem to be my own
My one and only crutch
The truths you’re told from childhood
Aren’t all they’re meant to be
To believe in all that’s heard
You’ll never truly see
I crave the life some strive to shun
The being beneath His wing
In Heaven up on high
From where sweet angels sing
But existence lies beneath no sun
Amongst the poisoned winds
No blinding rays to pierce thy skin
No haven on to which I run
I hunger for food that has yet to satisfy
I thirst what does not quench
I love what lacks one living heart
In tears do my eyes drench
I wait in patience till time stands still
To close my eyes on Calvary’s hill
From moment’s darkness to light’s brilliant sun
All to which their sin’s undone
But one.
Why shouldn’t I grasp what others let slide
A single addition to your motionless portrait
Cursed to remain - never changing
A living breathing corpse
You say to me your rules are one
Your guidelines alone are all that you need
But now that life has taken its toll
Is it God’s word you heed?
What man will do for time is priceless
To them, there’s never enough
When death does brave your final stretch
Will life’s road still be tough?
But the path that I doth choose
And every mean I fail to take
For always good or bad
Each step my own mistake
The things to which I fail to reach
Are found in others’ grasp
And onto what does this lesson teach
Is fairness what I seek?
I find myself behind your glass
The iris of your eye
But am I here to stay
Or have you sent my soul astray?
As I sit the silence gnaws
Utter silence
The only sound to which my senses respond
An incredible chain to which I bond
A chain to weave my memories anew
If God were here
He’d say just one thing
Do onto others what you’d want done to you
But really
Does this truly seem fair?
From day to day each pain it grew
Sinking between crevices left amongst present’s chaos
Is this what my God leaves me now?
Will he derive from me the pain he never knew?
My heart reveals no life
Its beat I can not hear
Don’t try to understand, God
You’ve never known true fear
Through the blood of another
My debt is repaid
Now may God retrieve my soul
But onto whom has death been forced
To finally know
You’d be too late
I’ll make each journey on my own
Your aid I’ll never ask
I’ll prove each tragic gospel wrong
A voluntary task
Why does the only truth I’m told
Grip this heart so cold
For always will it be true in the end
When it’s said ‘the good die young’
I know not what my future holds
But one thing I’ll always hold dear
The countless hours spent with you
For there left is no fear
When adults they know not what to say
Children speak from hearts
It’s to them you instill
Excitement and thrill
But they know not what you’ve done
Bittersweet memoirs
Of what’s yet to come
The graves they’re never ending
Onto soil to which we tread
Is this the message you’re sending?
Has human kind been such to dread?
When life appears an endless dream
Each second lost is never found
Eternity spent beside the stream
Our souls to which we’re bound
But from this dream I’ll one day wake
And there you’ll solemnly wait
And here I’ll find true paradise
No longer Lucifer’s bait
But what’s to be
If while I slumber
No one’s truly there?
My eyes deceive the obvious
Our hearts do you so tear
And yet they tell me not to cry…
For things are never what they seem
What happens always will
Death is not to die
Just another life to fill
Each life an infinite circle
From birth to death again
To halt this flow of endless souls
Would straighten out the bend
Create the world that never really was
The mask behind the wall of dreams
The reality to which you’ve hidden so well
Found not within the purest hearts
But within the emptiest of shells"
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