I'll hide these tears for another tomorrow

I cry at the loss
At the hatred
the anger
the misery we all feel.
I cry for myself
and at being so selfish
that I so desperately
tried to keep you hear
what makes me so ashamed
is that I even begged
and let you see all these tears,
and the blood I've shed.
I'll hide these tears for another tomorrow
in hopes of no one discovering and then feeling sorrow
a single drop streams down my cheek
and hopefully you'll never see
me shed these tears again.