Living in a painless world
Is harder than you think
Emotionless, without love or hate
Why do I live when I’m in this state
I cannot love, I cannot feel
You think this is just a poem, that it is not real
But this is my life, whether I like it or not
You can escape this, while I’m forced to stay and rot
My heart does not break, I do not cry
My life really sucks, and I wonder why
This happened to me
People do things, like cut themselves
But strangely I don’t, I’m not stupid I’m painless
Even if I did, I doubt it would work
For I am unhuman, even my mom thinks so
You think I am weird, you think I’m messed up
The truth is, my life is rough
I stay alone most of the time
Not because I’m a loner because of that time my mother said this
You stupid little girl what is your problem
You have no emotions, like an emotionless robin
You sit there all day, writing down things
You are so strange, like a phone that doesn’t ring
Another day I spend
With no emotions to lend
I just sit here
In this stupid, small den
I walk down to the forest
My last hiding place
I have hidden here since
I left the human race
My head is racing
So much I can’t bear it
So in the forest where I lay
I make my final decision: to run away
In the morning, I packed up my stuff
No tears down my face, this is not rough
My emotions are gone, and so is my hope
I pack my stuff in a bag, and tie it with a rope
