Are you really a friend of mine?

Are you really a friends of mine?
Are you happy with me? Or are you faking this?
i smile at you, but you don't smile back
i tried my best to erase your problems.
but you pushed me away
Are you really my friend? or are you using me,
to be with you, protect or risk my life
What happen if i died, for you?
would you care, remember?
Would you just forget and use someone else to be your slave?
So tell me now, i am your one and only friend,
but i feel so empty, you say that's stupid,
Shut up! Shut up! i'm telling you yo shut up!
Listen to me! I listen to your words,
won't you listen to my heart
Are you really a friend of mine?
Or are you lying, like many people do
leaving someone who lost their soul, with inncentness?
If not, i suggest you forget your memories and keep your selfishness....