I Don't Want To Love You...

Spinning around in silent defeat
Looking at you, it makes we weak

Pulling away desperately, not wanting to love
But you keep on holding, giving gentle shoves

Losing this battle I'm suffering through
The only bright light at the end is you

I don't want to love you but you're making it hard
You're turning the tables, you're flipping the cards

And I'm conforming, I'm falling in deep
A place like this, nothing comes cheap

I can't look at your face without losing my breath
The only other answer out of this is death

& You're holding too tight, and I just can't escape
All the edges are blurring, figures lose shape

Your breath on my cheek, your fingers through mine
I try to pull away, but I conform in, with time

I struggle this battle through to the end
You're trying too hard to make me mend

I don't want to breathe and I don't want to live
But then I see you, and the love you give

You're pulling me out of my hole in the ground
You're picking my heart up from the dust when it's down

Backing up, falling down, looking into your eyes
Asking no questions so I won't receive lies.

Dying to know how a kiss would taste
But being so scared to look to your face

& slowly but surely I feel you give up
I no longer have you or your sweet, sweet love....