The hugs, the laughs and everything,
weren't enough to make me sing,
for your love was never real,
although you thought that you could feel
For every smile there was a tear,
a droplet of my deepest fear,
for every hug i lost more hope,
trying harder just to cope
I don't believe in love anymore,
sometimes i wonder what i ever hoped for,
was i hoping for a fairytale, full of flowers and smiles?
or did i want a cold abyss, a path went on for miles
just leave it behind, close the door,
we can't ever hope for more,
i know i smile when your around,
yet my eyes tell a story of a life unfound
You never loved me and you never will,
i just hope your dreams fulfill,
everything you've ever wanted without me by your side,
for now, there is no reason to hide
so smile now, be happy again,
you know its the thing that keeps me sain,
The urges i fight everyday,
i can't seem to make them go away
my eyes tell a story of secrets untold,
my tears flow out as my life unfolds,
so smile my dear, and then you'll see,
how every smile cuts right through me
