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Don't you realise id go against everything i've ever stood for,
just too see you smile again,
dont you realise i cry every night for what i did to you,
and i know i'll never be sure of what's right,
i just need to see you smile again,
i love you, but not in the way you want,
i'll always care for you,
even if you don't trust me,
i don't blame you, i lied, i lied so much,
because i loved you,
and you'll never know how your stares cut through me,
how i block them out with the music,
how i always have tears in my eyes when you look at me,
ever wonder why?
i know i dont bother to force a smile anymore,
i'm not attention seeking,
I'm just so tired of this, i'd die a million times over,
if it made you happy again,
yet my eyes always show my lies,
you'll never realise the tears i've shed for you,
i'm not as strong as i make out,
Don't you realise id do anything,
to see you happy again ?
I'll spend another day,
watching you, music blaring,
as I block out the world,
truth is, i don't deserve you,
you loved me more than anyone ever has,
and i just ended it,
and I'll never forgive myself,
I'm sorry ...
