Screaming

I can hear you through that open door.






You make me want to cry,but no tears will leave my eyes.






Music blares to cover the sound.






Bicker,fight.I don't care.






Yell,that's all you do to get you through the day.






Sometimes I need an escape.






I need to hide away.






I submerse myself in my cave.






Is this really the way.






Only the screams of my bands can cover you now.






You've reached breaking point.






No one safe from your wrath.






You cut down people with words,not violence.






Then suddenly,it's gone.






A moment of pain passed.






Like it never happened.






And your cheerfull once more.






Is it really the stress?Or do you think we're truly that dense?






Can you only reach us through your screams and fits?






Just find another way.






Just leave me alone.












I'll listen if you don't scream.






Don't make it into a scene.






I cry silently to myself just to pass the time.






The house rings with your words.






You think your so tough.






I can't stand you right now.






Just leave me alone.






Upstairs I can hear her crying.






My litle sister,broken down.






And you,your voice still steady.






You wear us down till were nothing.






Now she's screaming too.






Brother's gone missing.






I'm hear waiting out the storm.






I don't listen anymore,I try to block it out.






I can't stand you now.






Just leave me alone.






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This is actually about my mom.She's not abusive or anything,and my parents are still married.I love her,but this is how I feel all the time.