**Blue**
The sky's turned grey.
It's no longer blue.
And all it's been is rain each day.
I think it's because of you.
I'm standing on the sidewalk
where we used to stand,
And walking around upstairs
where you once held my hand,
and slowly near the staircase
where you used to give me hugs.
But now I wonder if any of it mattered
--the way all of it was.
I don't know why it disappeared
when I didn't seeing it coming.
Cause I thought you were crazy
for actually liking my senseless humming.
You even asked me random questions
no one knows the answers to.
And all because of these things
I
was
falling
for
you.
But this falling has led me no where
Because you ended it so quickly,
that it didn't even last that long enough
for me to fall completely.
And so it led me into thinking
that maybe you never cared at all,
since you're no longer around to hug or catch me
even if i continued to fall.
After awhile, by then I'm sure,
I'll stop writing about something
that doesn't matter anymore.
But for right now I feel like I'm writing about someone
that I no longer know.
or a best friend that I've lost
somewhere between the summer and the snow.
And scared that I'm now ignored by you
for no reason at all,
it's left me feeling misunderstood
and oh so very small.
So now I'll ask you a random question
no one knows the answers to.
Can you please tell me,
How come the sky's no longer blue?


