This is my one true purpose
It is my final vow
I will make you listen
Only God knows how
Looking back on the things
We did when we were best friends
I’ve seen my flaws
And fixed them on my way
But if I can’t make you
Fall in love with me
I’ve lost all hope
I’ll never be happy
Cracking sticks and saving lives
Looking around as my causes die
I don’t know why, I persist the way I do
I’m just too stubborn, I’m stuck to you
Don’t cry for me
Cause I don’t cry for you
Instead I bleed
From emotion to vein
This is why I sing
So I know some one’s listening
But baby please, don’t ignore me
I crawled and crawled just to find you
All I need is five minutes of your time
Just listen to me as I say good bye
I don’t know why I persist the way I do
I’m just too stubborn, I’m stuck to you
I’ll pick up the pace so you can hear me
Gather round listen instead of punishing
I’m sick and tired of being provoked by feelings
It’s like a plague that seems to only affect me
I don’t need pesticide or medicine, I need you
It’s ancient scars opening under the skin
Bruises, dead skin, rupturing and coming to the surface
Antidote, Drugs, Prescriptions
Things I don’t need for my sickness
All I need and ever needed,
All I see and ever seen
All I breathe and ever inhaled
All I bleed and ever impaled
Is the depths of my mind
The things I incoherently find
The nightmares and dreams
All these haunting things
Like a damned angel
Broken wings and shattered bones
Lost the halo and all innocence
All I scream for is you
