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Red and blue lights.
Flood into my room.
That is when I knew my future wasn't as bright.
But it was doomed.
I was taken.
With no opinion, no say.
I was so shaken.
That this was going to be the day.
That I will never return.
To the life I once knew.
That everything was going to crash and burn.
Now I'm sitting in this place that is completely new.
They asked all sorts of questions.
Which I had no answer to.
They were all about my brother's actions.
But all I want to know was 'what did I do'.
I was scared.
Of what was to become of me.
Open my mouth was something, I did not dare.
I wanted to run away to flee
But it was going to me a wish.
That was never going to come true.
My world would turn to ashes.
And everything would turn as cold as morning dew.
Now I find myself.
Betrayed and alone.
These feelings are to strong for oneself.
Maybe that is why I hurt all the way to the bone.
It was because of you.
That my friends and family will cry.
What will I do.
I just can't die.
Now I'm with this stranger.
Thats keeping me.
He says he'll keep me away from danger.
I know this wasn't meant to be.
If only you got help.
I wouldn't be here.
My life was like cards that you dealt.
Just because you had that last beer.
I would have to rebuild.
The life you destroyed.
I would have to put the pieces back together that were killed.
And now I know who to avoid.
And now I see.
That people love me.
And its safe to be free.
No matter where I be.
