Tell me? (sad, depressing, truthful)

Tell me?
Will it hurt to die?
More than it hurts me to be alive?
Today is just another day I dont want to try
I sit in a corner and silently weep until my tears run dry
I want to give up
I just want to quit
...So tired of it
god it hurts me so
much more than you can possibly know

Tell Me?
How come?
Your a sinner?
Your a saint?
Your my nightmare
Your my dream
And me? Im nothing in between

I sit back and I cry
Crying much more than tears
Crying Hate
Crying Fears
Crying my Fate
Crying Angst

They say im strange
And deranged
That I know nothing of reality
That I couldnt possibly have problems that its all just insanity

Tell Me?
Do you notice as I rock back and forth
To and fro on the floor
All the blood that my wrists do pour

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