I Told You I'd Never Try Any Harder (I Lied)

I told you that I'd stay
But you forgot anyway
Now isn't that a coincidence
Isn't that just a slide of fate

I break my fingers holding on
I go to your house and then you're gone
You're busying yourself in his room
Imagining you're the bride, he's the groom

I was the first boy you'd ever known
To leave the flowers outside your home
So how'd the roses smell?
So how'd the thorns stick in your side?
I hope you realise that I did this,
Hope you don't think it's him

Its my own miniature life
Inside a pocket full of strife
I told you what I want from you
But you never wanted acceptance

I give you everything you need
Except the wrists that I now bleed
I hide them from your shallow view
To keep the f**king status quo

I was the first kid you'd ever sold
Your life and image to uphold
So you think I care?
So you think I want you to go die?
I hope you realise that I love you,
Whilst you aren't screwing him

I was the first boy you'd ever known
To leave the flowers outside your home
So how'd the roses smell?
So how'd the thorns stick in your side?
I hope you realise that I did this,
Hope you don't think it's him

Watch as I sever the ties
Kick the chair, watch me die
Swinging from the rope I put
Around my neck to let you know...

I don't want a happy ending
I hate you? I was pretending
Look at my eyes when I say
I want you in my life forever more

I was the first boy you'd ever known
To leave the flowers outside your home
So how'd the roses smell?
So how'd the thorns stick in your side?
I hope you realise that I did this,
Hope you don't think it's him

I was the first boy you'd ever known
To leave the flowers outside your home
So how'd the roses smell?
So how'd the thorns stick in your side?
I hope you realise that I did this,
Hope you don't think it's him
Hope you don't think it's him
Hope you don't think it's that f**king Very Nice Boy.