its everyone elses nightmare
but its my life
i wake up everyday
put on makeup to hide the bruises
fake a smile just to get through it
i don't look them in the eye
i don't laugh at what used to be funny
i don't care anymore
is it even worth it?
is anything?
would anyone care if i just disappeared?
that night
he walks through the door
i can tell hes looking for something to kill
everything i do makes him angry
everything i do stops me from breathing
everything leads to bruises
it all ends up the same
no matter how hard i try
to make it better
i grab the knife
and slide it in
deeper
and deeper
into my skin
he wants to cause me pain
well i'll just do it for him
he wants to kill me
well i won't let him have that satisfaction
I'LL FIGHT BACK!
I WONT LET HIM WIN!
its time for me to have my say
listen to me
this is what you did to me
i blame you
don't deny it anymore
don't tell me i deserved it
don't act like i'm at fault
admit what you did
and don't ever touch me again
i like my body in one piece
so don't tell me what to do
don't order me around
don't touch me
don't choke me
don't talk to me
don't even look at me
you haven't gained the right to
you tell me to respect you
but you don't deserve it
you haven't earned it
you don't own me
don't act like you do
don't
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