Actively Tortured
The pain you brought me
wrapped up with a bow
was so neatly disguised
You knew it's power
on the mind
You knew your harshness
All the time
the blood that pours from my chest
leaks onto your kitchen floor
it makes small puddles
forcing you to caress my broken soul
covering up your missing
control
I'm actively tortured
by your never ending taunts
Pain is all you ever wanted
for my heart to endure
it was never love
or never life
just cutting edge of your word's knife
My heart has sunk
at least a mile
into the ground
it's worth the while
to see me here
reaching down into the parched soil
trying to grasp what's left
I'm actively tortured
by your never ending taunts
Pain is all you ever wanted
All you ever wanted
I'm actively tortured
by your never ending taunts
Someday day you will wake up and full fill all your
careless thoughts
