Confessions form a 14 Year Old

I try so hard
To get through life

And I try so hard
To let love in
But it always finds a way out

And I’m sorry
For the things I did

I’ve cutting down on my classes
And I’m sorry my A’s are turning into B’s
And slowly fading into C’s and even D’s

And I try so hard
But studying is so difficult

When you got to spell things
It’s so easy to forget
How do you spell missunderstod?
I have no idea
Please forgive me for being such a fool

And I try so hard
But it’s not easy being 14

I know what you say
Been there, done that
But time has changed
Since you’ve been my age

And I cry
I cry
I cry at night
Cause I don’t want you to see the tears that fall down my face

I know you’ve been a great mom
And I know you’ve been a great dad
But I don’t want you to be so sad

And you keep back stabbing each other
Taking trash about one another
And I wish you’d stop all of that

There’s no need to be fighting
You should be on each other’s sides
You should be on the same team
There shouldn’t be war
Or breaking souls in-between

And I am here writing this song
To tell you it’s hard being 14 and all

So please forgive me if I’m coming on to strong
I just want you to know who I am
And how I feel inside

And I really hate it when you two cry
It draws water in my eyes

And I’m sorry for the things that I don’t say
Like I’m sorry
When I make a mistake

And I really like it when you act like a friend
But sometimes I need a parent to be there and hold my hand

And I’m sorry
For when I frown
But it’s hard to smile when your life is crumbing down

I don’t blame you
I know it’s all my fault

And I am sorry
When I used to hit my sis
I only did it cause I was hurt
And I felt like I was being dissed
And I’d really like it if you never ever bring that up again

Cause every time you do
I hate myself, it’s true

And I’m really sorry for everything that I do

I understand everything my sis is going through
Doesn’t mean you have to push me to the side
When you do that it really crushes my pride


If you really look
You’d see I’m almost just like her
I’m depressed
I feel like my life’s a mess

And I’ m sorry for everything that I did
But that was all in the past
I’d like it if you’d let it go

Cause it hurts to know
It makes me want to cry
I makes me want to have a fight

And if I could go back to the past
I’d erase all the shit that I did

And I hope you don’t hate me for who I am

I’m here confessing to you
That’s it’s hard to be me
It’s hard to be 14
And that I try so hard
And I’m sorry for everything that I am

Confessions
So hard to say
But i've gotta say them any why
Confessions
Can't you see
There form Me
Sorry(repeat4)